I was listening to bob dylan and i was like. dude you like see my world espacially this song. originally it's ment to be an anti war song or as others would call it "hippie". but i want to take a closer look at the first two line: come gather round people and admit that the waters around you have grown. just accept that soon you will be dranched to the bone.

that's a big part of change just accepting it is there. change happens all the time it is nothing special. it's just there. some people try to stop it by protesting or yelling or anything that acctually is a quite obvious response. that's because most of the time change isn't really a verry merry happy thing. (this is where i descent with dylan's song) at least it isn't for me. it's not that i'm not open to new things. i just don't like losing stuff i get attached to.

i don't like starting over with some things like take something really corny, LOVE! it's gonna sound really corny but love is the one thing i just can't let go. and i really dispize myself for doing that. i'm just so in love with giving love, feeling love all the stuff like that.

that's where my change comes in, it's not a part of me that i want to change because well. maybe it's some sort of gift you know? i mean how many people just live and forget to love what's around them. but maybe just maybe, it's wise for me to start to change my way of loving.

aah well i just wanted to share.. didn't really have somewhere i was going. gotta go to brunch now!